Something is wrong with my ears.

I don't really know what. They keep getting bigger and bigger. They hurt badly. They sometimes have their own heartbeat. Every time I move my right ear I can hear it pop. Not the inside, but the outside. I have been trying to figure out what is causing this. I think it may be due to my constant grappling, maybe. Not certain though. I have lost a lot of my hearing due to this unexplained phenomenon. Maybe someday I can have plastic surgery. Then I will be able to fulfill my dream of becoming a runway model. Lookout Paris fashion shows...Here comes Ronald McDojo!